I am in the throes of a full blown midlife crisis.
No Shit.
I have always been a little weird...
I am not exactly indifferent or immune to lifes little hurdles...in a lot of ways I am more susceptable to them, but true to form this little 40+ year old cliche has me ignoring all the usual stuff but finding other ways to express my anxiety.
I came home from work one day and informed my wife that I was indeed having a right on time midlife crisis.
I had lost interest in almost everything and I just felt panic stricken about the passage of time.
Restless....extremely restless...
Any way ... I informed her that had no intentions of finding a 18 yr old girlfriend and driving off with her in a convertable after dying my hair....
( My wife is still the hottest chick I know )
..But I needed something ...
So...
I bought a new amplifier...a really cool one!!!
:o)
Now I am practicing guitar again like a fiend.
It feels good....
I have lost interest in work and have been phoning that shitshow in for months now and even that feels good.
Anyway this renewed interest in music has culminated recently in a return to the gig world.
My friend Torrie Seager and I just finished playing a fundraising event locally and it felt really cool to get out and get doing it again.
I was alittle nervous due to the fact that this music is not for everybody but generally speaking it was well recieved and it looks like we are going to get at least 4 more gigs out of the exposure.
Neat...
Anyway... I have only been fishing with my daughter so far and we have been all over the Bluegill.
The Bass season opened this past weekend and I may take the flyrod up to the Maitland midweek....
Unless I get a gig...
Or a convertable ...
